last nite in LA

plain and simple...

i miss LA... or i will miss LA.

everything was amazing... the experience the people. just don't know how it'll feel when people see me back home...

without sounding like a massive sook. i hope people miss me as much as i've missed them...

melbourne... HERE I COME!

classes!

it's sunday in the crazy land of hollywood. well north hollywood to be exact. it's been 2 weeks of LA training and i've loved every single part of it! 

and from my browsing i've been able to find some vids of classes that i've been able to take. 

enjoy the videos and hopefully they inspire you as much as they have for me.

wooo jian! so sick!

yay gigi!!! cmon australia let's try and get essence down!!!

beatphonik at worlds!

yo check us out!

hahaha this is dedicated to Jose! love yah man!

i promise you trevor

As you sit in silence

wondering why,
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
until your tears run dry.

When you've been hurt,
and can't believe what they've done,
if you need someone to talk to
I'll be the one.

If a close friend hurts you,
and you don't understand.
Remember I'm here,
I'll lend a helping hand.

Burdens are lighter when carried by two,
and I just want you to know,
I'm here for you.

thank you mish... =]

chillin at the comfort inn.

It's been day 4 in LA and wow it's been an experience! currently staying at the Comfort Inn in lankershim blvd with marty, nick and jared, and we've had the chance to meet and dance alongside some of the best dancers in the industry. Debbie Reynold's dance studio is only about 5 mins walk from our place so convenience is on our side. so everything here is sweet... almost feels like i'm living a double life...? don't u reckon?

let me explain. 

here in the states. I'm trevor... a dancer... focused only on me. For once i'm focusing totally on myself and me growing as a dancer. and with only 3 days of training in LA (not forgetting the training in San Diego), i can honestly say that things have been feeling like something is catching on. Like when you know you've been working hard... and you can slowly feel something different. that's actually happening, through movement, through creativity, through personality, everything during this trip has changed. i can't explain it, but although there might be awesome dancers and choreographers, i wouldn't know how i would be without the peeps that have kept us all sane. without the boys and holly i probably would've just said that this whole thing was over. but not now... and probably never! things here are awesome and i'm so ready to give it all back to those that need something in their lives, whether it be dance, a role model or a friend =]. and learning all this has made me truly blessed with the outcome of this trip.

however,

i left another person back home. and yes i'm still trevor. the old me. who had all the worries in the world and felt like there was no time to just sit and understand what was happening to him. that was the person i left back at home and everyone that was close to it. not like left and it's over sort of thing... just like i had to go to LA and blah blah blah... u get the point. and as much as i don't wanna feel like a clean up crew in my own life... i know that there are so many things that i'll be needed to fix... i guess that makes it feel like two trips for me in one year! hahaha. but there isn't time to look down upon it, because i know i'm stronger through any experience that GOD places me in. 

coming back home will probably be the best gift for my 21st b'day which is coming up. no material thing will make it feel awesome... i just wanna be with those that i love and those that i care most. like my family who i miss so much!!! guys don't worry bout me, i'm fine! my awesome friends back home, each and everyone one of them and most especially my crew! yay can't wait to see you guys and see how much you've all grown. there are so many people i wanna hug and just tell them that things will be okay! and they will no matter how distant an answer there is. a solution is waiting, we just have to be patient and wise enough to understand the answer.

okay it's time to get ready or i'll miss rino's class ahhhhh!!!

peace ya'll.

trev

...

almost gave up 2day...

yesterday

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rdDgmP-mZQs

dreams...

it's night time in vegas atm and while i have the time to be by myself, i wanna take the opportunity to just express how i'm feeling right now.

i'm just sitting on the couch in our room at the orleans and i'm just chillin, listening to the murmur of the a/c and the tv blowing our sound of bewitched. Just thought i'd make sure that i could be able to just take a breath and look at how life has been going for me.

what can i say? where should i start? it's been amazing! the collektive formed... we've performed at many events and had the opportunity to showcase the ever growing talent that melbourne has to offer through this crew at the australian hip hop championships and victorian hip hop crew challenge. I myself have been blessed with the support of my friends, fans, other dancers, family, my crew... it's just amazing what hard work and striving to achieve IT can actually do. It's been daunting at times but there has always been those who never lose hope in you, that make you remember what you have all the elements to make things happen. i've had the opportunity to teach regular classes and have the ability to inspire those and be inspired by others. For all that has happened in dance atm... i am truly grateful and offer all that has been given to me back to GOD. i know that i haven't been as close to him as i have been, but i know that through this trip, he continues to test me and continues to give me signs about who i am and what i'm meant to do. everything is slowly making sense and although it might take time, patience is necessary for me to understand these blessings. thank you so much GOD. 

furthermore, i'm in las vegas. In the USA! all the more thankful to GOD because my dreams are at my reach. Nothing can stop me except me. i had the privilege to work with some of the best in melbourne. to all those who represented in beatphonik, i just wanna let you guys know how crazy the experience has been and how much i've learnt about the competitive world of dance. But always remembering what dance is to us all! you guys are inspiring to me and i know that together, with the rest of melbourne we can help dance grow! kudos guys! check it! we got props from crews that we look up to! how crazy is that!? i'm still in awe with how sick our performance was and you all heard it. and yeh... 'politics as usual' =]

anyways... i'm gonna take a shower and take a walk through the casino. will update ya'll soon.

miss u all back home!

trev

p.s - found this thing on facebook about what my name means... lol it sounds good... hope it relates =] 

Creative, versatile and imaginative you appreciate beauty in all forms. You have great inner strength and courage and have the ability to accept large responsibilities or challenging situations with patience and humility. Others admire these qualities and follow your lead. You are honest, discerning and self-disciplined and need to have a peaceful environment. Putting others before self your talents are used to make life better for everyone.