what is going on people?
not too sure what to spill at the moment, but i've decided that this will be one of the best places to really follow me. me. my life. the things that i do. it's almost like a twitter but more elaborate and much more meaningful. even more better than facebook since at least you can delve into my mind a little more. but again, you can read my rants and mind fucked thoughts for your pleasure or for hopefully inspiring words of my maturity. lol like that exists? well i think it does?
It's currently halloween and *sigh* i'm so happy to be back home in my bed after an intense 2 weeks of experiencing dance at such a memorable high. It will be tucked away as one of the most amazing trips to date! Awesome friends, awesome dancing, awesome people! Couldn't have asked for anything better.
Next on list of things to do... well unfortunately Melbourne Music Academy has closed. :( but it will be back soon! At the moment i'll be hunting down for a position to teach at a studio. hopefully it will be soon and if you are interested then u should come take a class cause it'll be fun!!! =]
also The Collektive's own Holly will be back to dance with us and that's gonna be awesome! yay! oh and maybe a show reel... and maybe more!? i can't wait actually so much to do b4 the year ends.
p.s goodluck to exam peeps. kill it!
trev
Friday, October 30, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
tunes i miss.
Justin Nozuka - Golden Train
Secondhand Serenade - their whole album pretty much
The Script - Breakeven
Secondhand Serenade - their whole album pretty much
The Script - Breakeven
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
that's what's dancing!
so who would've guessed that flashing people could get any worse?
well check this out!
http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-30-crotch-flash-vagina-on-so-you-think-you-can-dance#respond
thanks to Stephen for this! i concur... filthy.
and another amazing clip from the King of Pop. i seriously can't wait for this!!! you all must watch this!
So it ended today. well, it ended in probably the most beautiful way. serious discussions can always be hectic and intense, but i would say the latter with a hint of love and lots of i miss you's.
expanding from my last post from yesterday... from the 'wow' post. although things might be over, that doesn't totally mean that things won't get better. I guess i have no choice but to be patient and love the things that i still have and accept their decision with love. surprised that i haven't totally caved in yet but i know for some reason its time. i know now that i will prepare myself for the things that are yet to come, because who knows, things might happen tomorrow and i want to make sure that i'm ready and capable to take care of the challenges that await.
on the upside, today i took Tony Czar's class. amazing! just amazing as always and will now be placed in my inspiration list.
now here's some photos from the kaba workshop! so sick!
Mike Song and I
Tony Tran and I
The Collektive with Mike & Tony
well check this out!
http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-30-crotch-flash-vagina-on-so-you-think-you-can-dance#respond
thanks to Stephen for this! i concur... filthy.
and another amazing clip from the King of Pop. i seriously can't wait for this!!! you all must watch this!
So it ended today. well, it ended in probably the most beautiful way. serious discussions can always be hectic and intense, but i would say the latter with a hint of love and lots of i miss you's.
expanding from my last post from yesterday... from the 'wow' post. although things might be over, that doesn't totally mean that things won't get better. I guess i have no choice but to be patient and love the things that i still have and accept their decision with love. surprised that i haven't totally caved in yet but i know for some reason its time. i know now that i will prepare myself for the things that are yet to come, because who knows, things might happen tomorrow and i want to make sure that i'm ready and capable to take care of the challenges that await.
on the upside, today i took Tony Czar's class. amazing! just amazing as always and will now be placed in my inspiration list.
now here's some photos from the kaba workshop! so sick!
Mike Song and I
Tony Tran and I
The Collektive with Mike & Tony
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
videos
hopefully ya'll like brandy cause i do. just a little piece to Brandy - Say You Will. It's actually dedicated to one of my closest friends. she inspired me... and basically was the main influence when i was creating this.
It's not overly intricate cause i just wanted to focus on how i felt when the music played.
and a better version of 'The Collektive' at Montanasa 2009. Yay!
Sunday, September 27, 2009
wow.
where to start...
so i had the most craziest weekend. To sum it up... saturday was shit. sunday was awesome! It's strange how quickly things can jump from being absolutely terrible to just realising that life is amazing and that every part of it should be cherished cause it could be all taken away from you quickly.
moments like spending time with friends is important. not that i don't realise it. but it's when times are rough that you appreciate the things that matter most. I guess i just never understood the responsibilities i have in my life. I mean i do know what i need to do, but you know when things just have more meaning when you your shown or someone brings it up? Well it happens quite often in our lives, more than we notice and it's nice to know that GOD is giving us these opportunities to see what we fail to see. The amazing blessings that he continues to shower us. From the big to the very miniscule. He is taking care of us whether we decide to ignore the things he's given us. But sometimes, we should just grow up and realise that we too have a choice. YES it's nice to always be shown but what about trying to stop waiting for answers and start making them!?
I finally understood this. The Sunday had opened my eyes to see how amazing my life is. Lol i sound like i've been hiding in my shell for ages but that's not what i mean. I mean to say that as much as i can be bored and it feels like life stops... i stop because i choose to stay in a 'boring' state, while the rest of the world keeps moving. I always remembered my notes in my phone. It says..
"the world never stops. you do. That's why we must keep moving."
and. i'm beginning to see it more and more since i got back from the states. You know that excuse... the i'm not ready excuse? well yeh. It was the main thought in my mind because as soon as i stepped off that plane, work needed to be done, and nothing was going to be done without me. i wanted to just take it easy and let everything just wait for me. but sometimes we have no choice... well truth is. we do. you know why? being ready is simply a matter of CHOICE. if you know me and like we hang out, then you'll understand that i have a tough time choice. it's my number flaw and hopefully i can conquer it. see, we are always ready. I don't remember who told me this but i do know that this person told me that we are always ready... but we always make an excuse to say that we're not. We might as well just say that i don't want things to change and i like things being the way they are. but, this excuse is what's keeping us unhappy. i might sound like a hypocrite but take my advice or not... it's advice... FUCK. lol. why not say that your ready... ready to move forward from all the shit... from whatever it is that you feel is holding you back. Because once you make that decision things start changing. You change. and you change for the better.
just for a second... i don't even know why i'm giving advice... i guess it's just the thoughts that run through my mind during the weekend.
it is sad to know that people easily dwell on the negatives. i do it. and it sucks when we could be searching for all the positives in life. life is amazing if we all just opened our eyes. =]
and life was amazing this weekend. I shared my time with my Collektive fam and it was epic! it was my own little sign from above, that i should be so proud of being around so many awesome people. and to even be complimented by strangers who follow me on facebook or youtube, who tell me that i inspire them... like WOW... there isn't more that i could have asked for, but it's being given to me... to the Collektive... and it's time that i start making things happen in my life. and yeh. at the moment i'm still in awe about going to the states and coming back and achieving so many things since i got back. thanks everyone for always believing in me. =] and taco's was awesome! =]
(rob acting a fool)
and with that said. that's it =].
p.s. and yes times are tough. and we're also allowed to express how we feel. and as much as i know i'm at a good positive place right now, i guess i would like to express how sometimes i wish things didn't have to change.
sometimes i wish you were still here
sometimes i wish it was me
sometimes i wish it was the right time
sometimes i wish i was better
sometimes i wish you understood
sometimes i wish i got the things that i ask for
... and sometimes i miss you cause i felt special.
but i know i'll feel like this again =]
(sorry for the longness of this post. keep reading. things are gonna go wild!)
so i had the most craziest weekend. To sum it up... saturday was shit. sunday was awesome! It's strange how quickly things can jump from being absolutely terrible to just realising that life is amazing and that every part of it should be cherished cause it could be all taken away from you quickly.
moments like spending time with friends is important. not that i don't realise it. but it's when times are rough that you appreciate the things that matter most. I guess i just never understood the responsibilities i have in my life. I mean i do know what i need to do, but you know when things just have more meaning when you your shown or someone brings it up? Well it happens quite often in our lives, more than we notice and it's nice to know that GOD is giving us these opportunities to see what we fail to see. The amazing blessings that he continues to shower us. From the big to the very miniscule. He is taking care of us whether we decide to ignore the things he's given us. But sometimes, we should just grow up and realise that we too have a choice. YES it's nice to always be shown but what about trying to stop waiting for answers and start making them!?
I finally understood this. The Sunday had opened my eyes to see how amazing my life is. Lol i sound like i've been hiding in my shell for ages but that's not what i mean. I mean to say that as much as i can be bored and it feels like life stops... i stop because i choose to stay in a 'boring' state, while the rest of the world keeps moving. I always remembered my notes in my phone. It says..
"the world never stops. you do. That's why we must keep moving."
and. i'm beginning to see it more and more since i got back from the states. You know that excuse... the i'm not ready excuse? well yeh. It was the main thought in my mind because as soon as i stepped off that plane, work needed to be done, and nothing was going to be done without me. i wanted to just take it easy and let everything just wait for me. but sometimes we have no choice... well truth is. we do. you know why? being ready is simply a matter of CHOICE. if you know me and like we hang out, then you'll understand that i have a tough time choice. it's my number flaw and hopefully i can conquer it. see, we are always ready. I don't remember who told me this but i do know that this person told me that we are always ready... but we always make an excuse to say that we're not. We might as well just say that i don't want things to change and i like things being the way they are. but, this excuse is what's keeping us unhappy. i might sound like a hypocrite but take my advice or not... it's advice... FUCK. lol. why not say that your ready... ready to move forward from all the shit... from whatever it is that you feel is holding you back. Because once you make that decision things start changing. You change. and you change for the better.
just for a second... i don't even know why i'm giving advice... i guess it's just the thoughts that run through my mind during the weekend.
it is sad to know that people easily dwell on the negatives. i do it. and it sucks when we could be searching for all the positives in life. life is amazing if we all just opened our eyes. =]
and life was amazing this weekend. I shared my time with my Collektive fam and it was epic! it was my own little sign from above, that i should be so proud of being around so many awesome people. and to even be complimented by strangers who follow me on facebook or youtube, who tell me that i inspire them... like WOW... there isn't more that i could have asked for, but it's being given to me... to the Collektive... and it's time that i start making things happen in my life. and yeh. at the moment i'm still in awe about going to the states and coming back and achieving so many things since i got back. thanks everyone for always believing in me. =] and taco's was awesome! =]
(rob acting a fool)
and with that said. that's it =].
p.s. and yes times are tough. and we're also allowed to express how we feel. and as much as i know i'm at a good positive place right now, i guess i would like to express how sometimes i wish things didn't have to change.
sometimes i wish you were still here
sometimes i wish it was me
sometimes i wish it was the right time
sometimes i wish i was better
sometimes i wish you understood
sometimes i wish i got the things that i ask for
... and sometimes i miss you cause i felt special.
but i know i'll feel like this again =]
(sorry for the longness of this post. keep reading. things are gonna go wild!)
Monday, September 21, 2009
honoured but afraid... pt. 2
how do you keep going and living when some of the things you were once allowed to do aren't allowed anymore?
honoured but afraid... pt.1
it's been a while since i last posted something in this blog. But it seems right that i posted something with everything just being the way it is.
First off i just wanna let my crew know how wonderful it has been and what an honour it is to be able to direct and dance with some of the most inspiring, talented and closest friends that anyone could have asked for. I cannot express how grateful to GOD i am for allowing you all to be part of my life and in my love called dance. There is so much i wish i could do to show u guys that i am grateful but this is one of the ways that i can. To all of you, (well if you guys ever read my blogs), i just wanna tell u guys that this crew wouldn't be anything special without you guys being there to support me in everything that i do. So don't just give me credit for all the hardwork you have all put and the time you've all sacrificed to help 'The Collektive' be what it is today.
on a final note. be everything that you are because you all carry something unique in this crew and in the lives of others that you inspire. and on a plus side i totally agree with everything trish said =].
love u all.
now enjoy The Collektive... on this dodgy version of our Montanasa show =]
First off i just wanna let my crew know how wonderful it has been and what an honour it is to be able to direct and dance with some of the most inspiring, talented and closest friends that anyone could have asked for. I cannot express how grateful to GOD i am for allowing you all to be part of my life and in my love called dance. There is so much i wish i could do to show u guys that i am grateful but this is one of the ways that i can. To all of you, (well if you guys ever read my blogs), i just wanna tell u guys that this crew wouldn't be anything special without you guys being there to support me in everything that i do. So don't just give me credit for all the hardwork you have all put and the time you've all sacrificed to help 'The Collektive' be what it is today.
on a final note. be everything that you are because you all carry something unique in this crew and in the lives of others that you inspire. and on a plus side i totally agree with everything trish said =].
love u all.
now enjoy The Collektive... on this dodgy version of our Montanasa show =]
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