chillin at the comfort inn.

It's been day 4 in LA and wow it's been an experience! currently staying at the Comfort Inn in lankershim blvd with marty, nick and jared, and we've had the chance to meet and dance alongside some of the best dancers in the industry. Debbie Reynold's dance studio is only about 5 mins walk from our place so convenience is on our side. so everything here is sweet... almost feels like i'm living a double life...? don't u reckon?

let me explain. 

here in the states. I'm trevor... a dancer... focused only on me. For once i'm focusing totally on myself and me growing as a dancer. and with only 3 days of training in LA (not forgetting the training in San Diego), i can honestly say that things have been feeling like something is catching on. Like when you know you've been working hard... and you can slowly feel something different. that's actually happening, through movement, through creativity, through personality, everything during this trip has changed. i can't explain it, but although there might be awesome dancers and choreographers, i wouldn't know how i would be without the peeps that have kept us all sane. without the boys and holly i probably would've just said that this whole thing was over. but not now... and probably never! things here are awesome and i'm so ready to give it all back to those that need something in their lives, whether it be dance, a role model or a friend =]. and learning all this has made me truly blessed with the outcome of this trip.

however,

i left another person back home. and yes i'm still trevor. the old me. who had all the worries in the world and felt like there was no time to just sit and understand what was happening to him. that was the person i left back at home and everyone that was close to it. not like left and it's over sort of thing... just like i had to go to LA and blah blah blah... u get the point. and as much as i don't wanna feel like a clean up crew in my own life... i know that there are so many things that i'll be needed to fix... i guess that makes it feel like two trips for me in one year! hahaha. but there isn't time to look down upon it, because i know i'm stronger through any experience that GOD places me in. 

coming back home will probably be the best gift for my 21st b'day which is coming up. no material thing will make it feel awesome... i just wanna be with those that i love and those that i care most. like my family who i miss so much!!! guys don't worry bout me, i'm fine! my awesome friends back home, each and everyone one of them and most especially my crew! yay can't wait to see you guys and see how much you've all grown. there are so many people i wanna hug and just tell them that things will be okay! and they will no matter how distant an answer there is. a solution is waiting, we just have to be patient and wise enough to understand the answer.

okay it's time to get ready or i'll miss rino's class ahhhhh!!!

peace ya'll.

trev